Entries Tagged as 'Creativity'

How Many Internships Are Enough?

Monday, September 24, 2012

So it’s been a while since one of my Wobbling in Heels entries. I do apologise, but life, that thing I’m trying so hard to be good at, kind of got in the way. My last entry was titled Cinderella and was about what I was going to do after graduation. Well here I am, an MA graduate. No longer a student, unless I happen to win the lottery and then you might find me studying classic literature in Europe somewhere. Have I worked out the next step yet you ask? Not a chance.

Since hand in day, I’ve been hitting refresh on Gorkana’s website looking for any journalism jobs that might take on little ol’ me, and I have to say its all internship. Internship. INTERNSHIP! Now, I knew this was the case, but how can there only be internship and senior editorial positions out there. There’s no middle ground, at all. And two weeks into the job-hunt process I’m feeling a little depressed. OK, so I have had some luck. I decided to email the Creative Director of Twin Magazine and she replied! Yes, there was an actual back and forth of emails happening. Something quite unique it may appear. And now I am helping out as Editorial Coordinator at one of my favourite magazines. Although an unpaid position, I have the chance to communicate with some of the best writers, stylists and editors in the biz, from both New York and London, but I still need to earn some dollar. And that’s were it gets a little sad.

Earlier this week, on the same day I might add, I got two replies from the numerous emails I send out daily. One from one of the biggest newspapers in London, and the other, a start-up company I’d never heard of, but applied to out of sheer desperation. One, the newspaper position, is for an intern role on the fashion desk (returns at the ready) and the other is for a Senior Editor position that would involve me managing a team of two. Now does this not seem ridiculous to you? I sent the same CV out to both companies. Yes one may be a start-up magazine, but surely they wouldn’t risk giving someone who’s only worthy of an internship a senior position. It seems the only way to get anywhere here is to pimp myself out to every magazine that will take me. But how many internships is enough? When are we supposed to turn around and say “Am I not worth anything yet?” In total, I have carried out five internships at different companies, and that’s not including the jobs I do, or have done, for free. Surely five is a good enough number? Evidently not. Do I screw the dream and head back to PR? I bet they won’t even take me now, because this epidemic is not just bound to journalism. But I didn’t have to tell you that.

Everyone my age has come out of university and is expected to work for free. And what’s sad is that I don’t think ELLE’s Edited By The Interns initiative, set up to give people like me a chance to get a job, will actually make it that much easier. I have been getting responses, and I think ELLE has helped with that in a big way, but there are just not enough paid positions out there. The great thing about ELLE is that they are so tuned in to our young demographic that they know how hard it is. And they paid us, (did I ever tell you how much I love ELLE Magazine, well I do). And Company magazine also ran a similar competition that gave eight young fashion graduates a chance to edit their October issue, seems Hearst Magazines know what we want. Lucy Mangan, the columnist at Stylist last week was discussing the rising age for first time buyers, and it made me think, if we don’t get paid sometime soon, and by we I mean my generation, how in hell are we supposed to buy a house before the age of 35?

Portraits

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

As part of our second semester we had to visit various cultural and fashionable locations in London and write just 150 words. The short pieces could be anything we liked and so I decided to let my imagination run wild an create stories about the people I saw (or stalked, depending on how you look at it). Here are some of my favourites.

Portraits 

A collection of sketches of people in London
 

The East-End Artist

In The Book Club, a café that looks more like a school canteen that has only the cool-kids present, a mother and daughter enter. The daughter, a beanie wearing, baggy jeans inhabitant shows her mother to a table.

“This is nice,” says the mother. She has white-cropped hair and is a lot bigger than her daughter in size.

“Yeah, it’s cool,” the daughter replies, looking around sheepishly. She is obviously from around here, her mother’s accent and clothes prove otherwise.

They sit for a silent moment, looking around, in every direction except each others, until the mother asks “you hungry?”

“Starved!”

As they wait for their food to come, the daughter nervously gets out a folder full of print outs and begins to show her mother all her work. She is a talented painter. The mother looks down at the work and back up to her daughter, showing her a proud smile.

Photo Credit: Caroline Bodin

The Waitress 

It was dreary and disserted, so I found cover in a top-level café. I was the only patron. “I’ll have a latte and a cookie,” I said to the waitress as she began making my coffee automatically. The glazed look in her eye made me realise I was the only customer they have had today. I took my drink and my wrapped chocolate treat and sat on one of the wooden benches near the back, took out my Vanity Fair and began to read, silently observing the waitress.

She stared out into the clouded sky, counting the raindrops to pass the time.  Footsteps in the distance caused her to twitch, her fingers trembled in anticipation of something to do. But no one came. Back to her seat she went, continuing to stare out onto the Shoreditch High Street view. Ten minutes passed, and still no one entered. Boxpark is not the place to venture out to on such a rainy day.

The Girl With The Phillip Lim Bag 

I saw it out of the corner of my eye. It’s leather looked so soft, even from a distance. The camel and black 31 Hour Two-Tone Tote that I had been lusting after for months was being paraded through Harvey Nichols by someone so undeserving. Possibly she had stolen it from her mother’s wardrobe, maybe it was a present from a distant relative, either way this blonde girl could not have been one day over the age of 11. She couldn’t possibly know that its simplicity is its beauty, that it should be cradled – not dangled and swung about as the girl was doing. She might not even know who 3.1 Phillip Lim is as a designer.

I followed her with my eyes as she passed me, completely unaware of my jealousy. I wanted to grab the bag and run away. It’s times like this when you realise something’s are just really unfair.

The Man With Great Style

We were making our way into London, taking the Overground straight to Shoreditch High Street. Never before taking this kind of transportation, I was intrigued. Eager. Like a three year old child’s first time on the bus. Continuously looking around, I scanned the commuters’ ensembles, assuming to find them of the hipster variety. I was a little disappointed.

One outfit that I was drawn to looked smart, but comfortable; chic, but a little rough around the edges. The man had red suede boat shoes on, a crisp white shirt tucked into khaki chinos, rolled up to a little above the ankle, with a light navy blazer. I loved the colour blocking and the baggy silhouette it was giving him. To top it off he had given himself a far left parting and slicked back the rest, for a very classic look.

“The outfit’s cool, isn’t it?” I said.

“He looks fat.” Sometimes boys just don’t get it.

The Art Student

Sometimes you just can’t help but stare at people. This girl had that affect on me.

She sat opposite a Roy Lichtenstein titled ‘Whaam!’ and was glancing up and down from her page, scribbling with a pencil. Every few minutes she would have to move her limp brown hair from her face with an annoyed finger.

She looked like a typical art student with her oversized creased shirt, black patent Dr. Marten’s boots, dirty jeans and geek-chic glasses, but something seemed different about her and I couldn’t put my finger on what it was. She had an enigmatic aura that surrounded her, you could tell that she was kind, friendly, personable and I wanted to walk up to her as if we had been friends for years and start talking about Lichtenstein versus Warhol. But suddenly she stood and walked away. I guess that friendship and artistic debate would only ever occur in my head.

The Old Couple

She lent on him for support, and he, his expensive looking walking stick. Each garment they wore oozed wealth and so did their groomed complexions. Each piece was carefully selected, not just for warmth or comfort, but for style and presence. Two things money can certainly help you buy.

Full from their afternoon tea, they walked down Piccadilly in silence, content just to be in each other’s company. Strolling slowing, as if they had nowhere to go, they treated the tourists and Londoners like a passing fly. Not noticing anything around them, they were the only two that existed in their own little world.

After a few paces, he glanced down at her and you could see the love in his eyes as he smiled with the biggest grin. One can only wish to look that happy at such an age.

Cinderella

Sunday, March 4, 2012

This week that imminent question of what I am going to do after I graduate has been plaguing my mind. It’s as if my thoughts are scholastically timed, because today in class, the topic became a discussion as we waited for the fire alarm to stop. All us students and our tutor huddled outside a grand new building with ridiculous art-deco design (seriously, what is that entrance about!) But yes, in my undergraduate studies, it was as if I couldn’t care less. I was adamant that some glorious position would appear out of thin air in a very Cinderella and the golden carriage sort of way. Evidently, the chance to fly to New York City and intern at a Brooklyn newspaper did present itself and it was a joyous occasion, but I have a suspecting fear that it’s not going to happen again.

If an internship position did seem to fall in my lap, I’m not sure that I would take it. I have already carried out three different internships. Yes they were all different, varying in position, length and also country, and I learnt numerous amounts, but I need money. There I said it. I cannot go on working for free, especially after I have already spent a year working full-time and know what it is like to earn a salary. Somehow, probably by stupidity on both mine and Mr Allure’s parts, when we were both earning good money, we still ended up being as skint as we are now at the end of every month. My wages have pretty much halved since going freelance and only working two days a week. Again, that has got to be our own stupidity, or glamorous shopping habits. I digress, the point is I want to go straight into a position. What position it may be, I am unsure of as I do not want to work my way up on a magazine anymore.

I somehow survived a day as a work experience girl at More Magazine, last December. There were 6 of us girls huddled, on the floor. ON THE FLOOR, in the corner, attempting to make sense of the returns and send them on their merry way. I say make sense, because each time, it looked like we might be getting somewhere, a dare-I-say snotty fashion assistant would come and lumber us with more. Now if I wanted to work for More Magazine, I would have sucked it up and done what was expected of me and more. And I would have done it with a smile, but I don’t want to work at More. It really isn’t me. To be honest, there probably are only a handful of titles that I could actually see myself working for. But now I have decided that is not the route for me anyway. This week I have been having glorious day dreams were I somehow meet a publisher and we get talking about my idea for a novel, he laps it up and throws me a book deal with a huge advance and I don’t have to actually get a job. I get to do my favourite thing – write. And make money. Maybe this would be the prince part of my Cinderella story.

Experimenting With Colour

Thursday, March 1, 2012

These are two experimental videos I made for one of my projects at UCA. Colour was the only word that was given to me for the brief. I looked at the colours in the city at night and the colours in lights.

Check out my other work here

So Out of Style

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Yesterday was the start of fashion week. And if you’re on Twitter, you’re either loving the constant updates or wishing you could hide in a cyber cave for a week till all the fashion dies down. I, however, am enjoying finding out about the shows and those that are in attendance. Fashion Week is a time to show the world your creations, to show how you express yourself and what you’re trying to say. But I’m not talking about the designers.

Walking along the Strand heading towards Somerset House, I could spot the attendees a mile off. Their clutch bags, and platform heels – and that was just some of the guys. One guy had decided to turn a pirate hat into a miraculous head-piece by adding a brooch on the left side. He almost pulled it off. I even saw another man with the proverbial grunge attire pair it with an Asian style nose-ring piece of jewellery that attached to his right ear. You can be as outlandish as you want if you have the confidence to pull it off.

No over-the-top head-gear or jewellery for me, I stuck to a plain maroon maxi skirt, mint acne t-shirt and black leather jacket, but was still stopped to be snapped for a street style picture – my initiation into the pack. What was even more glamorous was having my hair blown out at the Toni & Guy pop up blow bar. Although I overheard the man beside me explaining that he had been up for 28 hours and had just flown in from New York that morning. He was also insisting that he didn’t look exhausted, yet. Which is true, he did look serene but he still had a glazed look in his eye. But maybe it had to do with the fact he had just cut the queue, and had a lovely head massage while the assistant washed his hair, but as soon as the announcement that the PPQ show was about to start, panic set in, and the fear that he might miss a show, especially for a reason such as getting his hair done, was too much to handle. He rushed off without even letting the hair stylist show him the back of his head.

If you actually take a moment to read the many, many tweets containing #LFW, you can see that most are not about the design talent, but actually they are the journalists and other fashionistas complaining. Complaining about being too tired, about having to wait to long, about needing coffee or even just an update to tell us they are on the way to show. These tweets started to come into being the night before, as there were a few pre-London Fashion Week presentations to start the whole ordeal off. So the following morning, if you happen to follow me on twitter, you’ll see that I started by saying how excited I am that it’s fashion week. Although, I think that’s really out of style.

PETA’s Anti-Leather Campaign Hits LFW

Friday, February 10, 2012

I’ve been a vegetarian for years now, seven to be exact. Although technically I’m a pescetarian as I eat fish. It’s not that I disagree with the killing of animals I just don’t like meat, although there was a time when apparently I was in a McDonald’s late at night, shouting out for a Big Mac (I never even ate them when I did eat meat!) I tried being a vegan once, but ended up eating too many carbs, so that was thrown out immediately. My diet choices, as you can probably tell, have nothing to do with the welfare of animals – I cook meat, I just don’t eat it. I wear leather and if I saw a beautiful fur coat, I would buy it; I wouldn’t toss it aside for moral reasons. Again, that’s just me. I understand people’s choices and opinions on these matters, but as a student of fashion, someone obsessed with designers, when I see a leather See by Chloe purse, I see a beautifully soft-to-touch accessory I want, which probably costs more money than I can hold in it. What I don’t see is the cow that was killed to make it.

The world of fashion has always been split over the fur debate, but this week I received and email from PETA, the People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA) Foundation telling me about the first anti-leather campaign which is being launched ahead of London Fashion Week and has Stella McCartney as its ambassador. They are urging fashionistas to shed not only fur but also leather this London Fashion Week with a viral video exposé of the skins trade, hosted by McCartney. “As a designer, I like to work with fabrics that don’t bleed; that’s why I avoid all animal skins”, says McCartney in the video. She goes on to plea with the fashion obsessed to “please join me in exploring the huge variety of fashionable shoes, belts, purses and wallets that aren’t the product of a cow’s violent death.”

Now I understand that the killing of cows in a cruel way is horrible, but aren’t the battery farms filled with feather-less chickens just as bad? If you are planning on starting an anti-fur campaign I think a target audience of Alexander Wang bags and Christian Louboutin Heel owners is the wrong place to start. These fashion loving individuals, some of whom wear fur, are not going to give up their platform heels and oversized totes because Stella McCartney says so. Unless of course there is the chance they might get a piece from her Autumn/Winter 2012 collection.

I think it’s great to feel this passionate about a cause and to have someone as influential as Stella McCartney backing it. I do hope they raise awareness, but actually being able to turn London Fashion Week against leather might just be too far out of reach. Even for a McCartney.

For more information or to view PETA’s video, please visit PETA.org.uk or click here

Wobbling In Heels

Friday, February 3, 2012

Welcome to my new idea. It’s a weekly column on Notes On Allure called Wobbling In Heels, accurately named due to my platform heels that have aided my signature stomp, but also because I find myself wobbling through life [insert visual image]. But it’s not just me, it’s my friends, my fellow MA students and even my whole generation; I might even go as far as to push it to my culture. Now I can’t hope to define my culture or generation in words, even though I may try, but I can give you all an insight into life as a struggling fashion and lifestyle student, one that would rather splash out on Acne in the Liberty sales and do the weekly shop at Waitrose then give up the pseudo lifestyle and admit I have no money. So this is my weekly space to rant, vent and tell you a little about life as a student, life as aspiring writer and also life, as I know it. Welcome.

I can be a little impulsive. I decided to part-take in a master’s degree one month before applications were due, and three months later I was enrolled on the course. But do not let this impulsiveness fool you. I am also extremely calculated and organised, so much so that I have already started scouring the internet for ideas and positions for when I finish my degree. Let me remind you I graduate at the end of September. It’s now the 3rd of February. Yes, I know my mother would be so proud, yours might even be too, but the fact is I have found myself this week applying to positions that if lucky enough to be asked to interview, and then fortunate enough to get, I would have to decline because I am still studying, and hell, I’ve paid this much, I am going to finish the course. But here’s the dilemma; you take a MA to get a job, if that job is there now for the taking, don’t you take it? I have friends who graduated the same time as me from their undergraduate course in 2010 and still haven’t found jobs. Brilliant candidates too. But I digress, I have not been offered anything, this is all in my head.

Big, pretentious words have also been filling my head this week. I caught the deadly cold, a virus so strong it actually had the entire office, where I work freelance off sick. And so I started reading my way through the list of Fashion Theory books assigned to us this semester. There was a certain Homer element to the prose; long, confusing at times with big words that I have to admit, sometimes could have been replaced with shorter, more accessible terms. The difference being I loved reading Homer, I was taken to the far off place of my ancestors – I couldn’t put it down. The books I have been reading this week are written by fashion historians and academics that feel they have to write in this almost pompous way to express the fact that fashion is not shallow and an expensive fad that is hard to keep up with, but sophisticated and educated. Fashion is what it is. People love it, others hate it. It makes statements and sells clothes. We do not have to write in a certain exaggerated manner to make people believe there is depth in the subject. Saying that, some of the books I have looked at make valid and significant points, others I have to realise where written in past generations that probably needed to give this view to the rest of the world. Nowadays though, fashion is what you make it, everyone has an opinion. This column over weeks to come will outline mine. What’s yours?

A Note On, Well This

Friday, December 16, 2011

Notes On Allure has grown over the last few months and I have enjoyed watching my online space become a place where I can discuss, create and publish all the fashionable, musical and sometimes strange things that I discover. I have let down my creative writing when it comes to this online world of mine, but I have the chance every now and then to infuse my train-of-thought style into short snappy pieces that somehow fit into this, what seems to be now, fashion and lifestyle blog.

I have been asked a few times recently how I came about blogging, and especially how I ended up writing about fashion and beauty, so let me tell you a little secret dear readers – Google analytics tells me most of you are from the UK, but they are a few from all over the world, 2% in Russia, Zdravstvuj to you – I am not entirely sure. When I was at university I started up two blogs simultaneously. One was my cultural voice and the other was pure escapism, a place to publish my fictional imagination. In February this year I merged them into Notes On Allure and began reviewing beauty products and commenting on fashion. That’s where my fashionable mind lies; I am not a trend forecaster, I find it hard to get my head around working 6 months in advance like I had to do with long leads whilst in PR. I started this blog as a place to put all my thoughts in one place. I have one of those annoying minds, that never slows down or stops thinking of new ways to describe the mundane, and somehow – possibly due to my current masters degree – the majority of posts end up being about designers and style or the way to mix them with the music that fills my ears. I had an interesting conversation with a friend of mine yesterday, a young guy who also wants to write, and will make a great writer one day, discussing the flakiness of the fashion publishing industry. He works alongside the industry and sees how it is run from the inside out, so has many thoughts and opinions on the people who work in and also those who think they run it. I love our chats about this because as a blogger you can be seen as an outsider to this world. A person so independent from it, that to wish to be part of it almost makes your blog obsolete.

But writing was always my main goal. I know there isn’t many fashion writers that get onto the bestsellers list for fiction, but it would be nice if it happened. Don’t you think? Wouldn’t it also be nice to read pieces about next seasons runway shows written by Haruki Murakami, Jeffery Eugenides or the late J. G. Ballard. Only me? My mind wonders. So this is my point, if you didn’t quite get it yet, fashion and beauty may seem fickle to some of you out there, and Notes On Allure may seem to be targeting mostly females now, but I assure you this will change very soon as I will be welcoming a male fashion editor in the next few weeks, however there are some amazing beauty and fashion writers out there who tackle current trends and products with such intelligence and wit like Eva Wisemen, Sali Hughes and Joanna McGarry, that why couldn’t they write a stimulating piece of fiction. And for those of you still a little slow on the uptake, I want to be one of those writers.

The Neurotic Thoughts of a Little Greek Girlfriend

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Our first journalism assignment was to write a column. Below you can read the concept and also the first one in the series.

This column will look at domestic life and how inevitably each week I am becoming more like a Greek housewife. The column itself touches upon trying to please a man, while still fighting the urge to be an independent young woman, and also trying to fight the neurotic questions that fly through a Greek girl’s mind.

In the first column I have shown how far I will go to please my boyfriend. The next column will be about guilt; how my mother used to test my father, and try to make him feel guilty for not helping around the house and how subconsciously I find myself doing the same. The next week will be about Greek coffee and how being able to make it – according to my grandfather and all old Greek men – means you are ready for marriage, and so that week I will go against the grain and refuse to learn; trying to hold on to single life.

Too Much To Carry… 

There I am, waiting in line at the fishmongers in Waitrose, asking for 250g of scallops. Alone. I am carrying a basket full of all the ingredients to make him a lovely Sunday dinner, and it’s so heavy I am leaning all the way over to the left. My neck is straining and it hurts. If you would have asked me a year ago if I would have walked the 25 minutes to Waitrose (while he sleeps in) to buy the ingredients to make a Sunday dinner, I would have laughed in your face.

I was always one to push away and rebel from the stereotype of becoming a Greek housewife. A life that is filled with cooking, cleaning and preening. But over the past six months, a subconscious shift has occurred – I have become my mother. On the days where I am not in the office, I find myself making the bed – one occurrence I have not done since my over eager, anal retentive years before puberty – clean the house and put some washing on, all before I even sit down to check my emails and work out what I have to do that day. Once I do finally sit down, I feel betrayed by my heritage and these big questions start flying around my mind. Is this what married life is like? Or am I just like this because I am Greek?

Sometimes I even go as far to think if I would be like this if I had no man to dote on. Do my single friends have it better? I do know how sweet, kind and caring he is, but this does not make things even in my mind. It doesn’t matter how much he claims loves me, if he really did he would have gotten up at half 8 on a Sunday, helped me tidy the house and then driven me to Waitrose to carry the basket – on his birthday. Wouldn’t he?

Calm Restored

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

In the world that we live in, being stressed is just another every day phenomenon. We except it, deal with it and expect it just as much as the First Capital Connect Service to Wimbledon to be delayed.

Should our lives really be causing us so much stress? Does being stressed mean we are working hard, and evidently if we are not stressed, should we be working harder? Is stress now the measuring tool for bosses to walk around the office and say “Oh you look terrible. Well done! Keep up the hard work!” I really hope not.

There are many ways in which to reduce stress, as more and more people are being hit with physical manifestations of stress. I believe it is something we must really be aware of. Saying that, relaxing is not in my vocabulary. I am just not very good at it. But I understand that if I am to carry on the way I am, working hard, I need to learn to do so. So I found myself agreeing to try some Reiki.

All I knew about Reiki before last week is that it is a sort of healing or relaxing exercise that uses hands. Technical, I know. But actually Reiki is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing. It works by ‘laying on hands’ and is based on the idea that an unseen ‘life force energy’ flows through us. If our ‘life force energy’ is low, then we are more likely to be ill or stressed, when high, we are more likely to be happy and healthy.

Julie Davies, a mobile holistic therapist came round to my house last week to help me relax. She set up a chair and fully clothed I laid down while she put some relaxing music on. Usually I find that sort of music irritating, but it was quite soothing, and I found myself kicking all my scepticism out the window. Julie began by placing her hands on my shoulders and holding them there for a little while, before moving on to my head and mostly staying there. Apparently I am all in my head. Who would have thought it? It took a while for me to shut out the annoying, unwanted and irrelevant thoughts from my mind, but once I was able to do so, I felt more relaxed than I have in a very long time. My whole body felt light, and my arms felt as if they were floating up, away from me. The rest of the day I felt utterly peaceful and very creative. I recommend it to anyone that needs a boost, needs to relax or feels as though they are struggling with unwanted pressure.

Julie not only administers Reiki but many other holistic therapies, and is currently studying reflexology. Julie is also a Independent Consultant for Neal’s Yard Remedies. Take a look at her website here: www.calmrestored.co.uk

To make a booking call: 07979858480

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